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k. lets start out quick and simple. i REALLY like ryker. but everyone else thinks he is a jerk or ugly or somethin. which is kinda true sometimes, but he can have a heatr like when around me! around me he holds the door for others and me. he is so much kinder to everyone! that ryker is so sweet and fun! wow i am startin to like hiim more and more each day! well now that i am single (got dumped yesterday) i can flirt with him more! it is very entertaining! i dont even know i am flirting with him but everyone else tells me i am so i might as well persue that! he is just the one that gives me those playfull butterflies in my stomach. all different colors representing all the different emotions i feel. they mix together like a collision and colide creating a dangerous sensation where all i want to do is hug someone! he makes me... HAPPY!!!!!! am i supposed to like him this much? well too bad cuz i will always like him no matter what anyone else tells me! and thats final! so see ya!

new crush!

ok so as the title says, i have a new crush! well not really new, but i am going to talk more about him. his name is... ryker! he is so cute! i have no idea why i like him so much! he is just... nice at times! well he is almost always nice to me! i am 99% sure he doesn't like me. but its the other 1% that keeps me fighting strong and hopefull! he is nicer to me than anyone else in our school! i like it! he makes me feel... well i cant describe it. k well do you know the song bubbly? "well it starts in my toes makes me crinkle my nose. wherever it goes i always no. that you make me smile please just stay for a while now. just take ur time whever you go." that explains me so much! he gives me those butterflies in my stomach. he is the only thing i can think about. today on our way back from the enviromental center, we were sitting like seat across from seat ya know. with treyton in between us. he was talkin to us and then i kinda got sad, but mostly tired. and ryker and treyton would like tickle me. it was fun! then from there i was tired. but also today at the enviromental center, in the morning at breaktfast, treyton and ryker started tickling me. they would like double team me. one on each side. it was misery, but heaven at the same time. and when ryker like tickled my knee(howwever u wanna out it) i accidentaly put my hand on top of his to make him stop, but quickly took it off after about half a secong of thinking what was going on. wow.... my bubbly self is back! i love it! yay! well i gotta go think about him some more so see ya!