justin

i fall even more in luv with him..every second of the day. he is my favorite subject to talk about to my friend karina. and she listens! thx by the way karina! but he just decribes my perfect guy in every shape and form! funny, nice, flirts playfully and likes to have fun! but i dont want to lose my friend over him. but i luv him so much. i cant stop thinking about him...ever. why does this always have to happen to me? i find a guy that likes me, and i like him, maybe even luv him, but i cant do anything cuz it would hurt my friends? it always happens to me. i hate it! i luv him to death! every time i see him i just want to jump into his arms and hug him and never let him go! everytime i see him, my heart skips a beat and i find myself only paying attention to him and no one else. when he holds me, i just want to kiss him. he makes me feel like i belong somewhere, other then with my friends. dont get me wrong! i LUV my friends! but sometimes i just want to know that someone else is ther for me. someone that wont mind if i cry on his shoulder. and i know this sounds like the types of things friends can do too. but for me its just different to know someone luvs me other then my family and friends. and to know i am luved. it makes me so happy. and it gives me butterflies! i luv it! so would it be terribly wrong to go after the one i truly luv?