valentines day

ok. so i thought i hated valentines day... turns out its not so bad. lets start from the beginning. so.
feb 14-morning: so i was gettin up, and i was kinda depressed in a way cuz i was single. and it hurt more becuz it reminded me of my x that cheated on me. ugh. so i was hating valentines day at the moment....
later on- around 4: so i went to a b-day party. it was my friend from my old school. marlon. so ya. i just kinda sat there cuz i was sad. but i made it fun and tried to forget about it becuz the whole time i was ther this dude was like totally looking at me. scary but kool! so ya...
later that night-around 9: i started gettin ready to go to my friend bailey's house. *after i got there* we kinda hung around for a while.. then i got a tx. from this dude. and he asked me out... on VALENTINES DAY!! how KOOL is THAT!!!!!! i said yes of course! ( i was kinda scared..and stilla m but ya) so now i have a bf and its fun for the most part. but i'm scared too. cuz i dont wanna get hurt again.. i cant... so i have to trust him. but it will be gard.. HELP!!!