Saturday, February 14, 2009
justin
k karinna if u tell anyone about this i swear! k well anyways..... i like really like justin... maybe even love. but i can never do anything about that becuz one of my best friends, brianna, used to go out wit him. the only reason they broke up was cuz the principal made them. stupid huh? well anyways. he asked me out, and i had to turn him down becuz i didnt want to hurt brianna. she talks about him like he created the earth, the moon, and the stars. but i luv him. and i luv him more and more every day. i want to tell him how i feel, but i dont want him telling brianna or making fun of me. cuz he used to hug me and hold my ahnd and all that, until i said no. and now he barely talks to me and acts like i am not even there when he is hangin with me and brianna. it buggs me becuz i let him go. i had someone that cared about me. and i gave it up. i am so stupid. and now i dream about him. day and night. what am i supposed to do? just try to ferget about it and let it go? no..i couldnt do that. i cant even try to forget the one i luv more than anything. i miss his touch. his breath right against my face. his words hitting me like bricks, becuz they shocked me. why did this happen. i luv him.... more than anything. and i let him slip right through my fingers. like sand. and now he is gone! i am such an idiot! how could i have lt him go!! oh my gosh! i need help! i luv him... and i'm going crazy!!! AAAAAAAHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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oh my gosh, Grace!! you sound just like Bella, when her Edward or Jacob left!! So you're willing to tell me this, but not Brianna? It feels good...thx ^_^ I know love hurts, shich is why I choose to always stay on the sidelines for my friends instead of getting into it. but that doesn't mean you should do the same!! You were meant for love!! I'm telling you what, in fourth grade, I dreamed about him all day and night too...but now I'm in love with anime characters, so i barely notice the guy...I know how you feel, i've been through it...but you have to think; is Justin better than your bff; Brianna?
ReplyDeletekarina! u know i would never hurt her! thats why i cant tell her this! i can only trust u with this! she said it would be fine if i went out with him but she talksw about him like he created the earth the moon and the stars so i dont wanna hurt her! and i told justin that too! but he haunts me! i fall in luv with him more and more every second of the day! and thats not my fault! he is just so nice and he describes my perfect guy! i luv him karina... but i can never do anything about it......
ReplyDeletehmm....Yeah, I know it hurts, and I'm sorry, Grace ^_^ (btw, you spelled my name wrong, but not like Ally and Sierra...Sierra spelled it Kurinna, and Ally spells is Korina....it's Karinna... LOL they're just weird that , y'know? but anyway, back to justin) I think I've had a time when I fell in love with a guy named Sasuke in Naruto, but whenever I went on the internet, people wre always pairing him with other anime girls...that made me so mad!!! but I think that the point is, no matter what you do, I wouldn't tell Brianna anything like this yet....wait until you two can TRULY share secrets like what I'm doing with the whole anime guy thing, and your justin guy thing, faithfully. She IS your bff, and I know that nothing can change that...but...I thought you liked a guy named Draven....?
ReplyDeletei did. it was fun when we were friends but now it got really weird. and he broke up wit me thank goodness! that means i didnt have to do it! hehe! but ur the only one i can trust with this stuff that wont treat me different! thank u so much! i am glad we can trust each other like this!! yaya!!!!! we need to hang out more at skool!!!! so ya!!!
ReplyDeleteFirst of all, ur welcome!! ^_^
ReplyDeletenow, where was I? oh yeah...
You have to remember that if Brianna is REALLY your friend, she has to handle this like you are one. Unless she's actually threatened you to not to DATE him, then that's different as well.....But as long as you treat your friends with the same sympathy (escepcially Brianna), then I think it is okay to tell her how you feel...I've never been in this situation before, but I know how it feels like.
well i have and i told her, and she said it was perfectly fine! but i can see the pain in her eyes. i dont know who to go for. risk my friend ship for the one i luv, or stay with my friend.
ReplyDeletehmm....I know it's hard, but hold on!Does Justin not tell you that you're pretty...does he still treat Brianna like she's his angel and not you? I think you should wait until Jr. High so that it is more understandable with you guys.
ReplyDeletehe still treats her like that. he gives hints but never says it outloud.... i just...dont know what to do karinna! i luv him!
ReplyDeletewell...do you two know you love each other...and don't give me a kinda!
ReplyDeletekinda.... haha ya we do. just read my other blog! you will understand!
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